Portlandia (April 8th, 2004)

My City,
I love her,

after a night rain her streets shine,
like hair after a shower,

cherry blossoms,
bring color to her cheeks,

with luscious greenery,
she holds elegance in every breath,

I hear her sing in the wind,
to the beat of traffic,

she's got a flavor,
like industrial nutmeg,

I can't escape her embrace,
her face found familiar,

I love her,
Portlandia. 

faint & brittle (March 29th, 2004)

I was down and out... hopeless,
trying to find a way to... cope with this,

all my mistakes... go uncorrected,
my vein still aches... where I once injected,

madness floods my mind with pain,
thirsty for love... I pray for rain,

faint & brittle, a withering rose,
picked apart by vultures and crows,

seduced by pity...
in the deep dark city,

all my mistakes... go uncorrected,
my vein still aches... where I once injected.

Unknown (March 27th, 2004)

An unknown author
is famous
only to himself

a faceless voice
a shadow with a pen

his words
are like orphans

left behind
without answers

he could be
sitting right next to you
on the bus

writing
about
not existing

i (March 26th, 2004)

I toss my thoughts
into the depths of darkness
like pennies into a well.

I caress my dreams
in poetry and find freedom
in a jail cell.

Be free to write as if there
were no lines on the pages.

I gaze through the bars
like wild lions in cages.

What we do...
That defines who we are...
we do alone.

I need only
to close my eyes
to be home.

My sight is limited
to that in which I choose to see.

I find in the end
who I want to be...
Me.

Smile 2wice (March 25th, 2004)

Happiness
is a choice.

I laugh so hard
I lose my voice.

My distorted smiles
come at a price.

2 smile like you
I must smile twice.

Fishing for pleasure
with a miserable worm.

feeling hooked
I started to squirm.

Phoenix (February 5th, 2004)

A place far and in between
I am waiting in despair
for the grand blue of the sky
to once again be above me in its open beauty
I am no animal
I know love I know peace
cry your gritty tears
beat on
the world with a fury
full of regret
broken
forgotten
betrayed
Arise from the ashes
in the form of vengeance
a fiery phoenix
a DEAD man
plots his horror
for those that prematurely buried him

Nipple (January 20th, 2004)

The essence of ecstasy
rests in your hands
say what you want
& I'll fall to your demands

Soft moans
make every kiss mean so much
& oddly enough...
you tickle from my touch

the kind of passion
that make the walls sweat
left hungry for more
no room for regret

hour... after... hour
your flesh I'll devour

dragging my bottom lip
up your inner thigh
now do we
see eye to eye

so? do you understand
or is it still too complex
I want to make love to you
sex

nipple 2 nipple
neck nibbles
whats in the middle
o' she giggles